Crazy Saturdays

I did two great things the past 2 Saturdays... hehehe.. read on!

September 10, 2005

The thursday before that, i sent Ted a letter na im leaving, di pa kami ha? pero i told him na di ko na kaya ginagawa nya sakin, i hate feeling left out, di pinapansin, kasi gusto ko pinapafeel talaga sakin na gusto ako...kaya un..

i was supposed to meet a new guy named bernard, super cute sya, gym sana kami sa the fort, kaso di natuloy, ewan kung bakit, maybe it was he knew what i was going thru and maybe he doesnt want to meddle with guys na may romantic issues..in short ayaw nya sa taong may hang ups pa!

so nag gym nalang ako sa ortigas... malapit lng kasi sa bahay..yokong mag stay sa bahay..mas lalo akong nadedepressed...

kaso wyl naggigym ako sa fitness ortigas, ala lang naisip ko lang..magpapacute ako... shit! kumagat ung pinapacutan ko!...kaso that very moment when the guy approached me, i didnt feel good.... andun pa din sa mind ko si ted... naisip ko siya...

kaya.......

i hurriedly finished my sets, nagshower na ako at tumakbo papuntang shangrila plaza para mag-internet..hay salamay onlyn siya..kaso out for lunch..pano na yan.. so what i did, nagsend nalang ako ng message na i wanted to meet him again..

nagreply sya na di pwede kasi ala daw sya pera kaso he sent it to the wrong address..kaya ang tumakbo na naman ako sa garden court and starbucks shang and seattles best mega hoping to see him there.. ala pa din eh so i went to fitness ortigas..i took my chances.. and the receptionist said he isn't there i asked if andun sya makati..yes andun nga sya..kaya i hurriedly got a cab and went to makati fitness.. there i found him.. sa shower talking to jomai hu liked him a lot..shit! nagsecond thoughts na naman ako, maybe im late na...

to cut the story short, nagtalk kami, i cried, i asked for his heart back... and he said yes..haaay..buti nalang nawala ung big L sa noo ko....


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September 17, 2005

Haay eto na naman ako, depressed kasi di na naman nagparamdam si Ted... sonag gym ulit ako sa fitness ortigas to keep myself busy.. then i found this guy.." mala jovince canizares" look. in short model..sexy, maputi... i stared at him..shit! and he stared at me too... haay.eto na naman ako nagsisimula na naman...

then finally this model guy approached me na pwede ba kami magshare ng machine..e d oo na!!!...then he introduced his self..and finally got my number... e di ang haba ulit ng hair ko....

i met the guy again last sunday and now were friends... we talked, i told him what i have been through... and he shared his story too... haay! enjoy talaga ako last wikend..di ko masyado naisip si Ted...

still dont know ano what will happened next..hoping for the best....

Lesson learned: Keep your self busy with other things ... if ayaw na nya talaga sayo... wag mo pilitin sarili mo..u have the right to enjoy ... meet new people .. get to know them ..and enjoy theyre company, if theyre meant for you..tym will come na theyll be yours!