1 month and counting

Time flies too fast, i never realized, 1 month na kami.
Yesterday, i went to the office early because I know, we will be doing something after work. So sabay na kami sa office. After work, I immediately went straight to Greenhills to meet him. Kaso, he called up and asked where I was, I told him, Im on my way to Greenhills. He told me he is at CyberJ. It was a complete shock. I was surprised. Di ko alam bakit nasa CyberJ siya. I waited for him at the elevator lobby. To my complete surprise, he gave me a bouquet of flowers. I couldnt measure how happy I was that time. I felt so loved. I felt so special. He made me feel very happy. The bouquet has a single red rose and around it were white malaysian mums. He told me the white malaysian mums meant that his intentions are pure and the red rose signified our 1 month together.The red rose around the malaysian mums meant that he chose me among the many guys and that I stood out among them. I gave him a card, containing a special message and there I declared offically that im John Gonzales and I also gave him a necklace..hehehehe
Yesterday was the one of the best moments of my life ...

Crossing my fingers

I never expected that things will run this fast. Yesterday, it took me and J--- 4 hours to iron out plans for our new place(mayta madayon mi). Im excited and hoping that things will work out well for us. Crossing my fingers on that.

No Permanent Address

After the disastrous event that took place at my old place, i decided to finally leave it. I can't bear thinking every night before i sleep that my life may be in danger or speding the day alone trying to check if all doors are locked or hearing the phone imagining that the freaky caller might say something that may cause fear.

Right after the incident, J---' friend Vans offered her place. For threee nights i stayed in her place at Robinson's Circle, Valle Verde. This place is so near ULTRA where teh stampede took place.

Last Thursday, my manager offered her place at Wack Wack Twin Tower B. This palce is much nearer our office so i decided to take her offer. Naa nako kauban pauli, ka share sa taxi, kaso my manager is so workaholic ma forced pud kog stay sa office until 2 am. Pero Ok ra. It so nice to have at least a week a nakastay ko ug usa ka prime condominium.

Last Monday, Ria emailed me and said that i could stay at their unit at Asian Mansion 1. Ok ra pud, coz, feel nako i am more happy staying with close friends. Feel nako guarded and counted kau ako actions sa ako current place, knowing na di kau mi clsoe sa ako manager.

Right now, im still waiting for the land lord to officially say na we could stay na at the unit. This unit is near Greenhills, its nice, as in brand new siya na studio apartment. Im so excited to transfer na hopefull this weekend.

Serendipity

There is this guy that I was planning to have a date with(actually he was the one who invited me, kasi sabi ko, di ako nang iinvite)last november. It didnt push through cause i felt, he wasnt that interested and I had a partner na before we met.

Two weeks after I broke up with my partner, I went to Greenbelt with friends and there I met up with my long time friendster chatmate named Van. As I was on my way home, Van called up and invited me to go with him and his friends to Malate. So go lang ng go.

We spent almost two hours drinking at Sonata until we finally decided to eat somewhere. In that place, I saw this very familiar face, so mataray, I know he was looking at me and I was looking at him too. Si j--- pala yun.

He has been texting me since greenbelt pa that night cause he saw me na pala there and good thing he saw me again sa Malate. I wasnt that into him, he is Ok but not quite Ok. So di ko siya pinansin. He got pissed off, coz sige daw siya txt nako and he never saw me open my phone to check if I have a new message. SO what he did, he erased my number.

The reason why, i didnt reply because he was txting my old number. I didnt PUBLISH my sun number to connexion and downelink friends. That same night i eliminated him sa ako list of potentials. I realized di nako siya type. Wa nako tuyua na ako siya mameet, i felt i was meant to see him. He was on my list though.

Two weeks after that, Thursday February 24, 2006, nag gym ko sa Fitness, and then I saw a different J---, the gym J---, hahaha, nakarealize ko na a type d i nako siya. I cant stop staring at him, hoping that he would approach me. Pero wala. His friends knew that I was staring at him, even kato sa Malate pa.

So what I did, i rebuilt by connexion account and wa online for a day, waiting na he would see me.

Monday February 28, 2006, "ang haba ng buhok ko day", i agreed to meet up with 2 people on the same time and place o diba? kaya na nimo, pero ako sila injanon, usa ra ako imeet.

Almost noon na, when J--- chat window popped, shet..this is it....

This was our conversation ...

J---: Kaw ba ung nakita ko sa Malate and Gym last week?
me: yeah
J---: Palagi mo akong tinitignan diba?
me: huh? di kaya
J---: Pagsnabi kong may nakakita sayo, mga friends ko, may witnesses ako marami sa Malate at gym
me: huh? di ah
J---: Aminin mo na kasi
me: cge in a way
J---: walang in a way, yes or no lng gusto ko
me: yes
J---: last question ko na to
me: ano?
J---: Gusto mo ba ako?
me: huh? bilis mo naman
J---: di naman ibig sabihin non na magiging tayo na, liek what we planned before, date muna, ano gusto mo ba ako, kasi pag hindi, di na ako magpaparamdam sayo, yes or no lng
me: in a way
J---: kulet mo, yes or no lng gusto ko
me: yes
J---: cge gusto mo ba ako mameet mamaya, tulog lng ako
me: huh? bilis naman, may work ako
J---: after work, lapit lng naman haus natin diba? kahit coffee shop lng sa sm north, kahit don lng then uwi na

....

that was our conversation

so three na sila ako imeet, sa the garden, sa coffee shops didto, sa sm north edsa at 10pm, o diba? feeling gwapa kau ko..and on that same day i agreed to have a date with different people everyday until saturday that week. Naay artista, naay lawyer, naay UP masteral student, naay nursing student, naay tag iya ug condo ug car, etc

Then, nabusy ko ug kalit(kabantay mo ngano nagbisaya kog kalit hahaha), so i planned not to meet all of them. Then suddenly, J--- called up..hala ka diha! gipadali ko ug trabaho, gispaot siya nako kay magstart pa daw mi nya in ana na ang mahitabo, walay claro, he was scared na bati ug result..

ANg gwapa, nagdali dali pud ..then nagmeet na mi sa tomas morato sa baang coffee..

There, we just talked, smoked and eventually we become US.

Yeah, again and again, another whirl wind thing, i hope this is something different na. I can feel na he is serious, mafeel man na nimo sa iya friends, before we met, i admit, we admit na murag naglingaw2 ra mi, until we met each other ...

Grabe, todo intro ko sa iya friends, he is so sweet, dala food sa house, ivisit ko sa office, kuhaon ko sa balay, hatud ko sa house, and because of what happened sa house namo ni Ken, we decided to stay together. Sa night na gikawatan mi, I told him na im havin a hard time deciding where to stay because of Ken, coz he is my friend, then nalain siya bayot! kay ngano daw wa jud ko kamention sa iya name...Siya daw in everything that he does, im always part of his plans ..haaay ..

Pero im happy, definitely happy, though this time, ako ang under dog physically(face value) hahhaa, for me that doesnt matter, i know his past, whats important for me right now is us, what happening in the present, and hopefully, naay future

Unlikely

Peste, excited pa man ta ko muoli sa Cebu , pero it s very unlikely na makauli ko. Wlaa na koy kwarta kay mupayad pa ko advance sa balay and to think na wala pa koy gamit. LECHE! ako kwarta hurot ani ..ATAY ANI OI! wa ko gisapot ha!

Officially homeless

LAst Monday gikawatan amo balay, gidala sa kawatan ang TV ug component sauyab ni Kenneth. Gigubot nila pagmaayo amo mga gamit. Pila ka oras human sa panghitabo, naay nitawag nga murag nanghadlok. Advice sa mama ni Alfred na muvacate mi sa balay kay basin balikan mi. Muna karon kami ni Kenneth, Alfred ug ako officially HOMELESS.

Sila Kenneth naa kang Julius nipuyo ug ako kang Vans, closefriend ni Josh.

Haay kakapuy aning kinabuhia, makaluya, makalanag....

Kapoy pangita ug balay, wala pay kwarta..LECHE!