My Birthday

I was so happy to see all my Manila friends during my birthday. I celebrated it at Metrowalk Ortigas. NagOktoberfest lang kami kasi kulang ako sa budget. Present halos lahat ng friends ko from NEC to CyberJ to VPALS-EM to Sci-hi. I was so happy. Though i missed my family, it could have been better if i celebrated it with them too.

Weekend Na Pud Update!!!

Last Friday i was blogging on my plans for the weekend, Jan Wee even commented that it seems like im running out of guys..hahahaha..so here is my update...

- Gym with Bernard
Yeah, nadayun siya finally, it wasn't a date, it was just a friendly meeting. Instead of going to the Fort, we went to RS Tower instead, while we were entering the changing room, guess who we met, Ted..hahaha, he saw us together..i felt so happy cause that was just how i wanted it to happen. To recall, while we were still dating, he invited Bernard for some private moments, kaso ayaw ni Bernard sa kanya kaya di un natuloy... I just cant describe how Ted looked like that night, He looked so plastic. We didnt even have a conversion fit for people who had great times together as friends. It was so civil, i didnt even realize he left na. Cguro it was awkward lang for us or maybe takot siya na maybe Bernard said awful things about him. Ang haba ng hair ko kc ako minit ni Bernard at siya hindi..hahaha!!! Imagine Bernard told me na pumayag pala siya magpanude photo session shet!!!, akala ko ayaw niya sa mga ganyan..haay! After gym, we just had dinner at his car, nag takeout lng kami sa Mcdo then he dropped me sa may greenbelt kc he has to finish his assignments pa sa law school.

- Meet K
Di ko ito tinuloy, masyadong bata at 19 years old magiguilty ako. kaya what i did, nagpakaloser ako, Saturday AM i txted Bernard, Josh, Van and Gian. Di pwede si Bernard kasi di pa natapos ung mga assignments niya which is due daw 4pm, di nagreply si Josh, si Van naman nagreply pero wala lang. Guess what! Gian ressurected, nagreply siya, ang saya ko!!! Meet kami ulit sa gym..almost di siya natuloy, finally dumating siya, Shit para siyang angel talaga. Everytime he talks to me, everytime he makes kidhat..haay para akong natatameme... His complexion, his body, he is every inch a model... Just cant get my eyes off him...After gym, he told me something ,the cute guy daw wearing a white sando( apparently type ko rin) type daw ako. I dont care, id prefer him over that guy....He asked me if i had dated na after my last, sabi ko "not yet" it seems like nobody wants to date me!" He said, "Id like to date you, i just dont want to drag you into my mess" Shit, puchang mess yan, date mo na ako, if only u know how much i like you!!! then i told him.. "How about trying it out, we never know?" wala siyang comment..hanggang ung usapan namin reached to our birthdays, i hope he could remember my birthday next week....

Sunday i decided, if we meet again that day, ill tell him how i feel, ill risk it... pero if di pwede ill just have to be contented with what we have..friends..i cannot wait for forever diba? or maybe ill end up again with somebody who is not romantically into me at least if you talk about relationships...If i cant have him, i wish ill get somebody who is at least in a way like him... his conio voice, the way he dresses up, the way he fixes his hair, his scent. haaay! Everytime i reminisce us walking the sidewalks of emerald avenue, sheltering under my very small black umbrella and when his chest brushes my back when he says something to me while im doing my routines, when we hold hands on the taxi, when he tries to hold my hand, everytime nobody is around the vicinity, when he kisses my elbow, my arm, shoulders and lips....haaay! It really makes my heart skip a beat! I just hope one day, he will realize that he likes me too! hahaha.. sana 1 day maging kami! Diba, its better if we take this gradually..haay! I hope this wont just be a dream or a silly fling or good time single people normally do, i hope he is not the single guy who wants to be single forever to enjoy his singlehood... I hope i could stand being single with him too ... I hope i could spend more time with him, I hope he will be mine and me his own.... =)

Weekend Na Pud

Last night Me, Ria, Georgia, Vincent, Monette and Rainier had dinner with Jgums at Greenbelt 3's Krokodile Grille. Its was a Shimane, SV-OpS, IX View and E-access reunion, I'll let Ria's blog do the sharing of what we discussed.

Things to look forward for the weekend:
- Ria's trip to Singapore
- Gym with B
- Meet K ( ambot asay madayon ani sa duha, mayta di kau gasto kay wa na kau ko kwarta..)
- Gimik with Ken and Julius
- Ken and Alfred transferring to ur new place in QC
- Weekend gym surprises
- Me scouting for new stuffs for my new room (decors, sheets, fan, foam)
- How i could budget my money, considering that i still have a week to go before the salary comes and that i still have to save for my new place's downpayment and advance) Whew! mayta musugot si alfred na half2 lang sa ako bayran oi!

JGums asked me and Ria whats with Manila that we liked so much. He asked us..salary? savings? we said NO!!!! We told him.... Even if wa mi savings, makalaag japon mi diri, enjoy, lingaw... sa Cebu..wa pa mi savings wa pa jud mi laag naa ra mi balay! ..so mao to amo big difference!!!!

I hope lingaw ako weekend karon, dili na unta parehas sa last 2 weeks, i hope it'll be something exciting and different!....

Prospects

As part of our weekly agenda, me and Ken again went to Starbucks Shangri-la Plaza. Akala niyo nagoorder kami? Hindi, kumukuha lng kami ng table na may order na para di halatang di kami nag oorder.

There we saw Regine Velasquez, o nga, she is so white!, she's not beautiful and i dont find her sexy. i also saw JB Magsaysay, he is OK. Di siya super attractive but he is perfectly ok na....

While Ken and i were talking, I saw this guy behind the glass of Starbucks, may kasama siyang matanda rin na katulad namin. I stared at him, ginamit ko ung makamandag kong stare, and as expected, kumagat! I kept looking at him, until they went home.

Nagtuo mi ni Ken na muoli na jud siya, shet nibalik ang ekal! So mao na ni.... nya wala man sige ra man ug tindog sa gawas so niuli na mi ni ken kay 10pm na sad. As we went to the MRt station, we decided na Ken should take a bus nalang, so bumalik kami sa may Megamall, he was really following us, kaso its too obvious na, if he'll follow us papuntang Mega. So end of love story na.

Why prospects? kay wa ko lain mathink na topic, wa ko gana mowork kay frozen ako utok sa katugnaw diri sa office. Who are these prospects ba? First si Bernard, meet daw kami bukas, maggigym lang, haay ewan ko ba sa taong to, baka mapostpone na naman ung gym date na to..dont want to expect further...Si josh, wala na yata to kasi he saw na my profile sa friendster at di siya nagtext, di ako type. Si Van, nagreply na sya, he gave his number, i texted yet di rin nag reply,siguro tulog pa. Ung mestizo na sexy guy sa gym, kaso parang maarte kaya dequeue() na rin siya.. Ung Rico look-alike na guy din sa gym, haay..wa siyay effort mureach out sa ako...Haay! sa kadaghan sa prospects murag walay klaro tanan..

The biggest question...hapit na ang deadline, wala pa koy klaro na mauyab.....Kinsa ka ha? TABANG!!!

Missed Home

As I was waiting for the 5:30 mass at St Francis Church, I decided to hang out at Shangri-la Plaza to watch Wow Davao. I saw their dance, feels like home.. I missed Sinulog. I wish I could go home by January to witness next year's Sinulog!

It made me think, "saan kaya ako this long vacation?" Puerto Galera? Tagaytay? Subic? Vigan? haay, so many possibilities, wala naman pera hehehe.. May makakasama kaya akong bagong SO nyan? hehehe... How bout this Christmas? Even if I know na Ill be with either my VPALs barkada or with Ken or Julius or all of them, diba mas masaya if kasama kang u know na u can share those great moments with?

Just this morning, opening the website monsterradio.fm just struck my mind. Haay! It feels much like home, hearing Rick O'rion talk, the music.. the cebu ads...

It is really true when they say that most of the time, when you are alone, you feel like going back to where you came from. The place where you have so much friends, where your family is, where you dont get bored, where you have so many things to do.