Weekend Na Pud Update!!!

Last Friday i was blogging on my plans for the weekend, Jan Wee even commented that it seems like im running out of guys..hahahaha..so here is my update...

- Gym with Bernard
Yeah, nadayun siya finally, it wasn't a date, it was just a friendly meeting. Instead of going to the Fort, we went to RS Tower instead, while we were entering the changing room, guess who we met, Ted..hahaha, he saw us together..i felt so happy cause that was just how i wanted it to happen. To recall, while we were still dating, he invited Bernard for some private moments, kaso ayaw ni Bernard sa kanya kaya di un natuloy... I just cant describe how Ted looked like that night, He looked so plastic. We didnt even have a conversion fit for people who had great times together as friends. It was so civil, i didnt even realize he left na. Cguro it was awkward lang for us or maybe takot siya na maybe Bernard said awful things about him. Ang haba ng hair ko kc ako minit ni Bernard at siya hindi..hahaha!!! Imagine Bernard told me na pumayag pala siya magpanude photo session shet!!!, akala ko ayaw niya sa mga ganyan..haay! After gym, we just had dinner at his car, nag takeout lng kami sa Mcdo then he dropped me sa may greenbelt kc he has to finish his assignments pa sa law school.

- Meet K
Di ko ito tinuloy, masyadong bata at 19 years old magiguilty ako. kaya what i did, nagpakaloser ako, Saturday AM i txted Bernard, Josh, Van and Gian. Di pwede si Bernard kasi di pa natapos ung mga assignments niya which is due daw 4pm, di nagreply si Josh, si Van naman nagreply pero wala lang. Guess what! Gian ressurected, nagreply siya, ang saya ko!!! Meet kami ulit sa gym..almost di siya natuloy, finally dumating siya, Shit para siyang angel talaga. Everytime he talks to me, everytime he makes kidhat..haay para akong natatameme... His complexion, his body, he is every inch a model... Just cant get my eyes off him...After gym, he told me something ,the cute guy daw wearing a white sando( apparently type ko rin) type daw ako. I dont care, id prefer him over that guy....He asked me if i had dated na after my last, sabi ko "not yet" it seems like nobody wants to date me!" He said, "Id like to date you, i just dont want to drag you into my mess" Shit, puchang mess yan, date mo na ako, if only u know how much i like you!!! then i told him.. "How about trying it out, we never know?" wala siyang comment..hanggang ung usapan namin reached to our birthdays, i hope he could remember my birthday next week....

Sunday i decided, if we meet again that day, ill tell him how i feel, ill risk it... pero if di pwede ill just have to be contented with what we have..friends..i cannot wait for forever diba? or maybe ill end up again with somebody who is not romantically into me at least if you talk about relationships...If i cant have him, i wish ill get somebody who is at least in a way like him... his conio voice, the way he dresses up, the way he fixes his hair, his scent. haaay! Everytime i reminisce us walking the sidewalks of emerald avenue, sheltering under my very small black umbrella and when his chest brushes my back when he says something to me while im doing my routines, when we hold hands on the taxi, when he tries to hold my hand, everytime nobody is around the vicinity, when he kisses my elbow, my arm, shoulders and lips....haaay! It really makes my heart skip a beat! I just hope one day, he will realize that he likes me too! hahaha.. sana 1 day maging kami! Diba, its better if we take this gradually..haay! I hope this wont just be a dream or a silly fling or good time single people normally do, i hope he is not the single guy who wants to be single forever to enjoy his singlehood... I hope i could stand being single with him too ... I hope i could spend more time with him, I hope he will be mine and me his own.... =)